I'm so not ready for this....

So let's see here. 

This is my first true writing experience in the blog world. And to be honest I don't think I am quite ready yet....you are probably thinking, why wouldn't I be ready? It's easy, just write whatever. I think writing a blog comes from whatever you are feeling. My subscriptions are probably going to be off the wall with no consistency to it. So if that is what you are looking for, keep on trucking, because if you know me any, you know that's not what I am. 

So again so not ready for this, but Blanche and Sophia think I am and have even given me ideas of what to write about it, but I am still just not feeling it, writer's block? Yeah sure lets just say that is what I am going through.

Today is an interesting day. Ever have those days where you are slightly annoyed but really don't have a reason to be, so then you just come off as being a total a hole. Yeah I think that is what today is going to hold for me, its gloomy outside and I am not really a fan of gloomy days, they actually get me in a really crabby mood, it could be lack of sleep, sleep has not been my friend lately. 

The more and more I type and post, I feel like this is all negative energy. I don't like negative energy which is why I try and fill my life with positive people, which comes back to the beginning of this post, today was definitely not the day to start my first blog experience, maybe tomorrow will be the day when I am ready for this whole new experience of blogging...

Blogging should be funny, inspirational, personable, maybe someone out there can relate to this blog somehow. If not, too bad :) 

I promise this poopy feeling you are probably getting from this blog is not me entirely, I'd say it is 1/36th of who I am <------- I figured that would make me sound smart, since the past three days I've been in a training that is mainly reserved for Engineers, and I actually understood a small amount of it....made me feel like I was back in college. Anywho...

from here on out I promise to have better blogs, more well thought out, and EVEN funny just for Sophia :) who btw is a pretty awesome friend to have in your life. Spunky and wise! Blanche is pretty cool too - divaish and sassy! As you can see I am clearly the Dorothy of this group, and I think this blog clearly displays that - the serious one of the group, who needs help  staying young and finding my true sense of womanhood....>----- wow that totally did not make sense....but you get the idea! I hope?